We're half awakeIn a fake empire
feiticiera0
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit feiticiera0's Xanga Site!

Name: Joshua
Birthday: 12/17/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: Puppy


Message: message me


Member Since: 1/8/2005

SubscriptionsSites I Read
left_abrasion
insanecowposse
jlukas07
sunscreen246
Tinak727
wicked_cool08
OnceIsEnough
shay2147
reverieofblue
Mutiny_on_the_Ark
glowormRSS
x_nicholas
tylermb

Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site


Monday, February 16, 2009

I don't want to go home alone tonight
I want someone to carry me
I need something to make my body right
I can't march to their beat, I am burning fast
Your sailing forever away, and I wish I knew you
But it's hard to see the front, when you're in dead last
It's the middle of the day, and I pray for sleep
Or something to help me escape this mess
I can't remember the last time I fell this deep
And you're far away, in a dreamless sleep
Can't remember the last time I felt right
I just pray that they won't haunt me anymore
Every night I end their cries
Every night on the floor
When will their questions end?
When will I burn them all away?
And If I cared enough maybe we could dance again
Forget our youth
Forget our memories
We will dance again with our love and our innocence
There will be no more bitterness
there will be no more graves
Only the sweet sound of our feet and our smiles
There will be no more voices calling us home
There will be no more pain
There will be no more miles
Just the sweet sound of our feet, and our innocent smiles


Saturday, January 17, 2009

Currently
No Disassemble
By Slow Runner
see related
Your across the room but you feel so close
Your eyes stare blankly but you see so much
But you don't notice me till it's too late
I can't stand in one place for too long
I wonder how much more of this i can take
I never said I was perfect
But then your beside me, my breathing speeds up and my brain slows down
Your swimming before me, in a room of people we don't know
Mocking my desires and haunting my thoughts
I pray that some day this will all make sense
And if you want to be alone, just let me know
Give me a couple years and I think i'll be fine
I just can't promise that you'll ever leave my mind
And if you can't just lie
I just want to be able to sleep one night without you in my dreams
I just need a surrounding blackness to rap myself in
I just need a couple days and then I'll be fine
I'll live inside a dream we once had
An epic fight for your affection
Or maybe that dream was just mine




Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Currently
August and Everything After
By Counting Crows
Time and Time Again
see related

Silence, when will you leave me?

I’ve been banging my head against a wall all day

And in my moment of need you leave

Will she forget me?

Let our voices shake and fade

Let the light darken into nothingness

Maybe then she’ll come out of the shade

Can you not see me?

I feel invisible when you’re around

My head spins with the love you can’t see

My voice has contracted into my brain

My thoughts collide with regret and now I’m lost

Solving problems I’ve created in vein

I can’t stop looking at you, your perfect

The Mona Lisa of my life, and you’ll never know

Hidden behind veils and twisted stairs

Your eyes half closed pretending no one cares

You wouldn’t believe me even if I told you

My self dug grave grows bigger every day

Soon they’ll be enough room for my regret and doubt

Some things you should just let be

Like my awkward embrace and sad smile

Maybe you can accept me in the end

Or maybe I’ll just keep digging this grave


Friday, July 25, 2008

Currently Listening
Psychocandy
By The Jesus and Mary Chain
Just Like Honey
see related



Every night feels lonelier than the next.
Sleep closer, drink more wine.
Every intruder feels like a special guest.
More wine, burry yourself in memories.
Fall asleep to the sound of dreams burning.
Are you a dream?


Friday, February 22, 2008

Currently Listening
Excerpts from the Diary of Todd Zilla
By Grandaddy
see related
You’ll never find the end in this
Just like the ashes of your life
Pouring down from heaven in a sick suicidal way
Broken and scratched from all pain
Empty and vacant like a picture frame
You’ll never find peace when nothing stays the same

I’ll never find an end in this
Living inside this fire, always looking for her
Aching from head to toe
Crouched behind my lies like a goddamn bunker
I can’t remember myself anymore
The sea beckons but I keep shifting
We’ll never sort this out lying on the floor
I want to swim away
But I’m always stuck choking on your shore



Next 5 >>